... ignorin the person though in your heart u actually wan to be more friendly n salvage everythin. but because of your pride, u jus continue to b that STUBBORN PORK n pretend that person doesnt exist. in fact, u r secretly wishin that person will b the first to start the ball rollin...but no one wana take the first step. so it's the end. nothin more to say or rescue. leavin only memories behind...was browsing thru all e entries and realised that wad ali posted previously was so true. thats exactly hw i feel nw... the tension between both of u increases each time and there seems to be no way ur are able to get back to e past anymore. too many awkward moments. too many things you wanted to say but left unsaid. too many times u started e conv but receive no response. too many times u get ignored but u still wanna pretend that u are tough. too many times u feel lk giving up but u dun wanna lose a fren lk tis...ugh tis is getting so emotional.apparently, im feeling extremely helpless.as much as i want to salvage the friendship, we seem to be drifting further and further apart instead.tell me what to do. UGH.juz for once, lets ignore wadeva pride we have and every misunderstandings we had.
lets juz tok nicely for that ONE TIME.
aye juz let me dream on...KKK ENUFF OF ALL E EMO STUFF.
dont worry kaka! IM STILL SURVIVING.
=)
anyway, juz feel lk saying tis now...
LOVE U KAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)I AM MINI MINI MINI! =D
ONG MIN ER
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